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WOBBLE WARNING:  Real, honest, raw talk about final days with my Nana, angels, Heaven, graduations, weddings, the circle of life, the emotions of life…  Please, do not read if you…

SENSITIVE POST WITH POSSIBLE TRIGGERS:  Open, honest, raw talk about a recent wobble of mine, aging without children, leaving a legacy, human trafficking, and more… As childless, we often struggle…

SENSITIVE POST WITH POSSIBLE TRIGGERS:  Discussion of infertility, medical treatments, miscarriage, grief, cancer, death, trauma, and more… The All-Important Disclaimer As a thank you for chatting with her about an…

SENSITIVE POST WITH POSSIBLE TRIGGERS… At the end of September, I visited my family in Oklahoma.  Because of Covid19, I had not seen them in nine months.  That is the…

As told to Brandi Lytle SENSITIVE POST… As with so many in the Not So Mommy… community, I first connected with Barbara via technology.  Though we have never met face-to-face,…

For the past several weeks, we have been talking about finding peace in childlessness…  Though you may not be at the point of PEACE just yet, I pray that you…

I thought that I was past the worst of my grief.  The tears, the wobbles, the heartache was less…  I even had a beautiful May (which is no small feat…

Trigger Warning:  Talk of littles and memories, dark days and grief… At the beginning of the month, I challenged us to not simply survive May, but to thrive this month…

Trigger Warning: Discussion of all different types of celebrations, from birthdays to holidays January through December… While going through our infertility battle, one of my biggest fears was the emptiness. …

There is a place where you know you must let go, but you aren’t quite ready to accept.  A place where you tentatively open the door to a new dream,…