Dog Mom–a role I proudly and zealously embrace.
While not everyone agrees that dog moms are “real” moms, I think we are. In fact, I know that I am Maddie’s “real” mom. Well, until the noise of the world pushes in and tells me, “No, in fact, you are not a mom.” So, I shake my head and muster all my confidence and firmly state back, “Why yes, I am.”
You see, you don’t have to agree with me for me to be a mom…
I don’t want to have kids…
When my husband told me that he didn’t want to have a kid, I was devastated. Although we had agreed to stop infertility treatments, I thought we had agreed to pursue adoption. But after ten years of exploring various ways to have a baby, my husband said, “No more.” (Read more of that story here.)
So, I had a decision to make.
I could dig in my heels and tell him that he said we could adopt and we were going to. But I’m pretty sure that wouldn’t have worked.
I could leave him and adopt a baby on my own. But I didn’t want just a kid. I wanted my family, and I knew my husband would make an amazing dad. There’s no way I wanted to raise a child on my own. (It works for a lot of people, and I’m amazed at single moms and dads. I just knew that wasn’t for me.)
I could stay with him, but continue to be miserable about the fact that I would never be a mom. That means, I’d probably end up resenting my husband and our marriage would probably end up failing. Because I couldn’t imagine my life without Dane, I certainly didn’t want that.
So, that left one final option. Stay with my husband and accept my childless life.
Accept my childless life…
I could do that. I could accept that I would never have a baby. I wasn’t going to get pregnant and we weren’t going to adopt. I could live with that.
What I couldn’t accept was that I was never going to be a mom. Now, that might sound strange. How can you accept your childless life if you can’t accept that you are never going to be a mom? Aren’t they the same thing?
For me, no. While I accept being childless, I could not accept being childfree. And I certainly couldn’t accept that I’d never be a mom. So, I had to redefine what momhood means to me.
And for me, that meant that I embraced my role as a dog mom with such zeal that some told me I had an unhealthy obsession with my fur baby. To this, I replied that they could simply unfriend me if they didn’t like all my Maddie updates and pictures!
Dog Mom Proud
I decided that if I wasn’t going to get to do Santa pictures, Easter baskets, birthday celebrations, and such with a two-legged kid, then I’d do all those things with my four-legged fur baby.
So, Maddie has a stocking and Santa stops by every year. (His eyes look an awful lot like Daddy’s, though!) The Easter Bunny visits and we have a special birthday hat (which Maddie hates) that we take pictures in each year. My super sweet hubby even had Maddie sign my Mother’s Day card one year by tracing her paw on it!
But it’s not just the special days that we celebrate. I’m Maddie’s Mom every single day. I take her to “school” (doggie day camp where she plays with other puppies) and pack her lunchbox. She has a special blankie to sleep with, plus Leo, her adorable stuffed lion. I bought her a monogrammed backpack to put her things in when we travel. And I talk to her and cuddle her and take care of her just like I would a human kid.
Childless, but still a mom…
So, instead of wondering when I would finally become a mom, I embraced my dog mom role. And when I let the noise of the world sneak in and start questioning the legitimacy of this mom role, my hubby reminds me that Maddie believes I am her Mommy and he believes that I am an excellent Mommy, so I need to accept that I am a Mommy.
And I remind myself that I have redefined momhood for myself. The rest of the world does not have to understand it or accept it. My little family knows who the Mommy of this house is.
Read more about my Dog Mom Life here…
Read more about our Infertility Journey here…
Photo Credit: Elizabeth Studios
I am a dog mom too! Childless by choice. I am so blessed to have an entire family that embraces my four legged child like they would a two legged. My baby is showered with love. For those who do not understand the bond I have with my child I tell them that the love and companionship of my dog is of great value to me and it makes me happy. I hurt no one by loving my dog like a human and instead it makes me a better person. You are a mom! There are all types of moms. Some people give birth and still do not understand what it means to be a mom. May you continue to be Blessed and loved.
Thank you so much for your kind words, Tracy! I love that you refer to your dog as your “baby.” And I LOVE that you affirm that I am indeed a mom, as are you! You are so right that there are many different types of moms, and giving birth doesn’t automatically mean you fully understand this important role. I’m so glad you read the blog and took the time to comment. Your validation means so much! Hugs…
I can relate so much to you. The difference here is that I’m actually childless by choice. My fur baby is my kid. My son. And I’m just like a mother to him. Can’t imagine my life without him. You’re blessed to have such a lovely family. Keep rockin’ mama Brandi!
Thanks, Ruth! I have connected with several childless by choice fur mamas. I love your perspective, as it helps me remain strong in my belief that Maddie is my kid! Thank you for your kind words about my family. And thank you for reading and commenting on my blog! 🙂
You have embraced the life you were blessed with. You definitely are a mom. Valentine, Prancer and Maddie are truly lucky to have you! Don’t let any other noise get inside your head. ❤???
Thank you! 🙂